"Lily Evans, from my gang made up of kids with terrible families, remember? She's transferred to this school, on account of fos- um, housing arrangements," he says, looking at Lily with worried eyes. "Oh, James, this is Lily," he says, grinning at them both. "Poor bloke," he says, and they're all silent for a moment, before Sirius jumps in his seat. "He was in the hospital over the weekend- something about not having enough sugar- so didn't get a chance until now to start it." "Helping Lupin with his English assignment," James reminds him, shoving a mouthful of pasta in his mouth. "James!" Peter calls out, grinning at him as James sits down next to Sirius, and across from her. There's the spark there, the little glint that tells him she remembers him too, even if she doesn't know it yet. He smiles at her, when he gets closer to the table she's sitting at, and she smiles back, her green eyes lighting up. He remembers her, with everything inside of him, remembers how they fall in love in every life they share, and he's struck by how lucky he is this time, with how soon he's found her. Her hair is a flaming red, something that she carries with her through every lifetime, and when she looks up, and their eyes connect, his knees just about buckle underneath him. She's sitting with Sirius and Peter, wearing one of Sirius' leather jackets- the oldest one, that's more gray than black, with bright red patches sown into the elbows- and eating some pasta. Once again thank you for everything you have all done.He's in the school cafeteria the first time he sees her. It's about someone who's lover had been killed. Somehow I think it relates to this chapter. As soon as I heard it I fell in love with it and also sobbed for about an hour 😂. That song I found in another fanfic I read. Its called Kiss It All Better by He Is We.
I love you all so much!Īlso I'm so sorry that this ending was so shitty, I really had run out of ideas.Īlso the song that is at top is one I listened to whilst writing this last chapter. I would just like to thank every single one of you for reading, commenting and voting for this book. "And I'll love you for a thousand more." I whispered. I know it's hard to think of me not being there with you anymore but I am. Me and Quinn spend everyday watching over you, the glee club and everyone else. Please do not blame yourself for my death because I can assure you it wasn't your fault. I made sure to get the best view from up here, so I could spend all my time watching over you and keeping you safe. Everyday I wish I was still there with you, to hold you, to kiss you and to make you smile. And let me tell you, it pains me so much to know that I had to leave you alone. If you are reading this now, it only means one thing. I opened it up and began reading the sloppy writing that I instantly recognised as Finns. I opened it to find a beautiful silver necklace with a heart pendant and under it was a letter. I crouched down and picked up a small box. I slowly got up off the bed and walked over to the thing that dropped out. I didn't realise I was pulling the penguin until it ripped in half and something fell out of it. Taking up oxygen that someone else who is a good person could need. Just thinking about it makes me so angry. When we found Finn in the awful state he was, the bastard had already fled the scene. He hurt me and my family and now my friends. I laid thinking about the reason why Finn had died. As soon as I got in I jumped onto my bed and grabbed the penguin bear Finn bought me for my 16th birthday. I drove back to my house and ran straight to my room. As soon as I get into the car I break down completely.
I lay the flowers down on the grave then walk back down to my car, tears rolling down my cheeks constantly. I miss those days we'd spend acting just acting like complete goofs. I miss the way your lips felt against mine. I miss when you'd twirl my hair around your finger. I miss cuddling with you and listening to the sound of your heartbeat. I miss you telling me that I'm you're one and only. I'm such an idiot." I speak tears streaming down my face. I wish I would've told you as soon as it happened. All because of that stupid little argument we had. I sat on the damp grass staring at the beautiful stone.
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